Showing posts with label Thoughts. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Thoughts. Show all posts

Thursday, February 18, 2010

Taking Control


The Lenten Season officially started yesterday (Wednesday at midday). For all of those who observe it, it's time for prayer (although this should always be a given any time of the year), penance, abstinence and self-denial. For me, it marks the beginning of a new way of living my life.

Since I am in the process of re-inventing myself, I begin to ponder what earthly desires I am willing to give up.

For the last thirty two years, I allowed myself to get wrapped up in the thought of acquiring tangible things to bring me happiness (or so I thought). Most of what I wanted, I got. But it left a noticeable void that up to this day have never been filled. So I vowed to make some drastic changes in the way I look at my life. In the past, I have taken for granted a lot of the things (and people) I have around me. My days went by like a blur, I failed to notice what was right there in front of me because I was too focused on getting what I wanted. I walked through the clearest path as it was the safest, and fastest way to get to the other side. I arrived unscathed, but when asked how, I had no story to tell. No adventures to share.

So today I will step back. I will stop and smell the flowers.

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

Second Chances

Let's try this again.

I am thirty two. Well almost. Now realizing how empty my life had been. So today I decided that I will take control. I will use this blog to stay in tuned with my emotions and my feelings. I will write about the things that goes on in my life, both significant and insignificant.

I will step back and learn. To laugh. To cry.
Follow me. Bear with me.
 
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